Nobody said it was easy, but no one ever said it would be so hard...

Do I miss you?

Count the stars,

then multiply by ten.

Of course I do,

more now than then.

I could paint a rainbow,

shine the sky,

and set the stars in space

faster than explained how much

I miss your face.

Watch the moon

and someday soon

you will start to smile

when I say, "I'll see you in a while."

But till then I'll miss you.

Dry my tears,

and hide my fears away,

until that happy day at

the rainbow's end;

that's where I would go,

my friend,

I do miss you so.

Over the past couple days, I have struggled to understand some parts of life. One thing that I have come to gain a stronger certainty of, however, is the fact that the Lord will ALWAYS do what is best for me. I know that if I am doing everything that I am supposed to that I will be happy. The Lord wants me to be happy, and He wants to bless me. I just have to listen, obey, and be worthy of the blessings. Also, I must be patient. The answers to my prayers do not always come when I expect them to come, but they always come. Always.

There have been many things running through my head as of late, some of which are as follows:

• "Nobody said it would be easy, they only said it would be worth it."
• "I value my relationship with Keni so much because we worked so hard to get it."
• "Patience it a virtue."
• "Everything will work out the way it is supposed to."
• "If I continue to do what is right, I WILL be happy."