Missing

I miss you. I miss your laugh. I miss laughing with you. I miss growling at each other. I miss being silly together. I miss cuddling with you. I miss holding your hands. I miss your smell. I miss the color of your eyes. I miss the scratch of your 5:00 shadow on my chin. I miss your arms around my waist. I miss our tickle fights. I miss quoting Disney movies with you. I miss falling asleep on the couch with you. I miss watching movies with you. I miss driving with you. I miss walking on campus with you. I miss sitting with you in the institute. I miss the warmth of you next to me. I miss randomly matching you. I miss having lunch with you. I miss playing with the dogs with you. I miss talking to you. I miss doing homework with you. I miss Lloyd. I miss watching you fall asleep when we watch movies. I miss your sleep talking. I miss taking pictures with you. I miss your silly faces. I miss your mission stories. I miss you kissing my cheek and forhead. I miss going to visit your mom in her office with you. I miss us teasing each other. I miss peanut butter and agave sandwiches made by you. I miss playing air guitar to our favorite songs. I miss singing guitar solos at the top of our lungs. I miss you asking me to stay a little longer. I miss playing card games with you. I miss our inside jokes. I miss spending time together for no reason. I miss going on doubles with you and your mission friends, or Jace and Tanya. I miss just sitting with you and not doing anything. I miss watching you do math. I miss chilling in your kitchen with you and your family. I miss the sound of your alarm on your phone telling me it's time to go home. I miss going to your soccer games with you. I miss your smile. I miss the wrinkles around your eyes and mouth when you smile. I miss the softness of your cheeks. I miss playing with your hair. I miss your pointed ears. I miss hearing you call me sweetheart and baby. I miss calling you baby. I miss hearing you speak Spanish. I miss telling you to kiss me in Spanish. I miss you trying to teach me Spanish. I miss meeting up with you in the Browning Center even if it's only to see each other for 2 minutes. I miss giving you rides to school. I miss your Benji voice. And I miss so much more. I miss so much...

"When the truth is

That I miss you.

Yeah, the truth is

That I miss you so."

- Coldplay