At this point in my life there is a lot for me to consider. School is going great, but I have kind of let myself fall behind in my computer class. I'm hoping that it will continue to be easy, and thus easy to make up, but I don't know... There is yet ANOTHER test that I have to take in my Intro to Theater class that I am the farthest from thrilled about; his tests are ridiculous and I haven't been doing very well on them... I've had all semester to write a 5 page paper on Kiss Me Kate and of course I'm just starting it now and it's due this Monday... and school is just super stressful. I think I need to truly just go to work, and put my faith in the Lord. I know he'll help me if I am doing all that I can do.
Apart from school, I am dating this boy and he is awesome. He treats me so well, we have no trouble talking about anything and everything, we are both extremely honest with each other, we have so much fun together, we are comfortable around each other, and things are just great. He makes me so happy, and he says I make him happy, yet I have good reason to believe that my feelings for him are stronger than his are for me. It's alright, I mean, love comes slowly sometimes... and I'm not saying I'm in love with him, but I definitely think I could be someday... and hopefully he will feel the same for me at that point. He says he considers me like his girlfriend... but I'm not exactly his girlfriend. We are both a little scared about being official with each other... I'm not sure why, but hopefully we'll figure it out soon.
My life is happy. I am happy. Sure I'm stressed and I want to figure the whole thing with my boy out, but I am happy. I have much to be grateful for, and I have many friends and a great family that bring so much happiness to my life. I know that I will get through my trials if I do all that I can and trust in the Lord. He is my one and only constant in this life. I know I can depend on him.
Now, to work.
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